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A breathlessness that I can feel, while I think about you,
dawn to dusk I wait with unconfirmed fear in my eyes,
Wondering what the dawn has to offer, I sit with thoughts surrounded,
Its all a part of the game of the cards they play,
I stand the joker, that becomes a part of some of the entertainment,
For the rest, thrown into the corners with nothing to remember…
A dreaded feeling that creeps in, something I had never wished for,
Did I do the same mistake again, playing this game of love and trust,
Will I be the fool yet again, that I will blindfold the love for trust,
Those long forgotten promises, I stand by…
There is no escape, for I cant leave your side,
There is no retreat, for I cant let the promises go by,
There is no hope, for I can never gain the trust back again,
There is no way, for the tears have flooded every way…
One step a time, I know am getting over it,
The more you say that you need a little time,
The more I know I have the time to go away,
Today I feel lighter, with the wind in my direction.
Tomorrow I will be even better, when the divine waters take my way.
The fear that I will lose you will disappear,
The pain that I go through everyday will vanish,
After a hundred steps, I might shed a tear,
Not for the sadness that I will miss you,
But for my brave heart, that did indeed win over all my feelings…
Everyday am losing out on my sanity,
I ask myself When will everything be back to what it once was,
Will there ever be a day that will fade my bad memories,
Can the smiles ever return, Can the distances ever merge…
Will you ever read my silence, feel the pain through my eyes,
Would you ever be able to love me enough to bring an end to these sorrows,
Can you ever let go anything to bring me back my smiles,
Won’t there be that one day, when I really know you do care,
Will those words ever come from your heart, Those endless words that you never mean,
Never ending nights of tears, that heal itself every morning,
‘Coz nothing means more to me than you, your smiles,
Every time you say you’re Sorry, wonder why it hurts me more,
I close my eyes each time, telling myself, that probably this time its true,
Waiting for that one moment, when you really mean those words you say,
When you mean every ‘Sorry’ you utter, everytime you say you are mine,
Telling you can never leave me, ‘Coz I mean the world to you,
When all the while I know you mean not a word you say…
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